I am not sure what to say. I would read my previous post and follow up. This is not the same. I feel exposed but that is normal. I write...

We were friends. Big sis lil sis. She even drove me around to look for him one day. That was fake. She needed me to control him because I...

I had to pause because I was unsure how to continue this without causing more pain. I know my husband became sick once his family left,...

I must say that my life has changed dynamically. My husband's family walked out of his life, and he began to take a turn for the worst....

I started dating too soon. He passed on 1/11/20. I met my friend on 4/08/2020. What was I thinking🤦🏽‍♀️! I looked, and I found what I was most certainly looking for the wrong thing.

As I stated before, my aunt took over the wedding; she served the food and assisted with preparing the drinks. She had one too many drinks. She was my husband‘s protector. She would help him out around the house and go to appointments when I couldn't. She was significantly overprotective.

We have been celebrating every day since the wedding. We had a cookout after the wedding. Most of the wedding party attended that. It was a thank you to everyone for participating. That went okay.

I didn't know where to begin this. This is my 3 Rd attempt at writing this. I wanted to start with how busy the day was or how we led up to getting married. I kept stopping. It's like I was trying to block it out.

The Reason for the blog!

11/15/2019